Andy Warhol Knives black and white
Alfred Gockel paintings
Alexei Alexeivich Harlamoff paintings
have to think about!"
No less did I -- about my last words in particular, whose truth I realized only as I spoke them. Desire I understood, and Camaraderie; to Friendship, Respect, and Loyalty I was no stranger, either in the goat-pens or on Great Mall; certainly not to buckly Rut. I had "loved" Hedda and Redfearn's Tom, Lady Creamhair, Max my keeper, dead G. Herrold; I "loved" studentdom and Truth, name, like the lady girl, went stranger and more dark as I considered it. What thing was Anastasia? The mystery's and Anastasia's dear escutcheon. But what did I know of Love between human men and women, that emotion held to include and yet transcend these others? My connection with Anastasia -- the sidecar-bite, our Memorial Service, my former jealousy on Bray's account, and the rest -- seemed merely odd to me now: at best an intimation of what that much-sungLove might be, and a flunking measure of my distance from it. What she "saw in me," had ever seen, I could not see, since
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